Dillion Harper on Oct. 23 @ 5pm PST
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Are you happy?

I really strive to handle my stress better than I used to, it doesn’t always work but it makes a huge difference on your day to day life-trust me. We all have our fair share of shit happen, but its how we react to it that makes a world of difference!

xxoo Love Brianna

We tend to be unconscious of behaviors that are causing pain and unnecessary suffering in our lives.
If we could just become more conscious of behaviors that are leading
to the pain in our lives, we would be a lot happier. Today we can start
giving up some of the things in our life that are causing this conflict.

1. Stop complaining.

Don’t find fault, find a remedy; anybody can complain.
~ Henry Ford

Nobody wants to be around someone who complains all the time. Yet we
all do it. Instead of finding a reason to complain, look for the
solution if you’re facing a problem. Look for something positive in your
life. There’s always something positive to find in our life if we shift
our focus.

2. Stop Judging.

We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows
only their own pain and renunciation. It’s one thing to feel that you
are on the right path, but it’s another to think that yours is the only
~ Paulo Coelho

Stop judging other peoples lives and focus on perfecting your own
life. We spend so much time gossiping rather than working on perfecting
ourselves. Focus on your own life, and how you’re going to perfect it.

 3. Stop avoiding your fear.

Run from what’s comfortable. Forget safety. Live where you fear to live. Destroy your reputation. Be notorious.
~ Rumi

Fear is an obnoxious thing—it slows you down from finding a career
you love, a romantic relationship and pursing your dreams. Do something
that makes you uncomfortable every day, in small steps, and it will
dramatically alter the course of your life.

4. Stop being so hard on yourself.

When there is no enemy within, the enemies outside cannot hurt you.
~ African Proverb

The biggest enemy that you face is the one inside you—this enemy criticizes, condemns, and complains. Don’t let these unconscious patterns run your life.

Come to terms with these patterns. The biggest enemy you ever have to face is the one inside of you.

5. Stop being negative.

Misery loves company.
~ Anonymous

If you focus on being negative it’s going to show up everywhere in
your life. It will show up in your work, relations and everything else.
Shift your focus away from being so negative all the time. Find things
that make you come alive!

6. Stop caring about what other people think of you.

Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner.
~ Lao Tzu

Every great artist, musician, political leader, ignored what people
thought of them. Other people’s opinions of you are none of your
business. What people think of you should not drown out your own inner
voice and inspirations.

7. Stop worrying about the small stuff.

When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the
old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his
life, most of which had never happened.
~ Winston Churchill

Think about all the unnecessary worries that go through your mind all
day. We worry about why someone is not returning our emails, texts,
phone calls. We worry about everything and anything.

Focus on what you can do at the present moment and not about how you can worry about the outcome.

8. Stop needing to be right all the time.

The need to be right all the time is the biggest bar to new ideas.
It is better to have enough ideas for some of them to be wrong than to
be always right by having no ideas at all.
~ Edward De Bono

Stop needing to be right all the time, this can lead to so many
unnecessary arguments. Instead of needing to be right, start working on
being more open to other peoples opinions. Start asking more questions
and become more interested in other people’s points of view. It may open
a whole new dimension of life.

9. Stop blaming others.

People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I
don’t believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are
the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if
they can’t find them, make them.
~ George Bernard Shaw

We constantly blame everyone for all types of different things. Quit blaming other
people for your circumstances. If you want to change something go out
and do it! Don’t blame someone for your present day situations.

10. Stop living in the past or the future.

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment.
~ Henry David Thoreau

So much of our attention is on past experiences or on how we will be
in the future. Focus your mind on the present moment. We would be so
much happier if we placed our attention on the present.

I hope this finds you all well & you are able to make the tweaks you need to live a fuller & happier life.

Updates in my little world, Baby is doing really much better! He’s responding nicely to the new meds & IVs. Not necessarily getting better kidney function but not any worse-he is eating and he has tons more energy! Which is GREAT!

Website is GOING lol, the new hurdle is dealing with CCBILL, we are trying to make it simple for all of the current members. The new team I am working with uses a different billing company thus is our issue. It WILL be fixed though soon! Within a week or two! Then I will make the really big announcement you’ve all been waiting for :O)

I hope you’re all having a fabulous day! xxoo

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Its been a really hard month in my house, I think the stress of dealing with my little man really caught up to me. On the verge of having a nervous breakdown, I got sick instead. Serious Ear/throat infection…its been almost a week now taking antibiotics and I finally am starting to feel more like me again!

Baby is doing SO much better, he’s gained some weight back and is now trying to adjust to carrying it with his poor little arthritic legs…blood tests this upcoming Monday will reveal whether or not the meds have been working to help his kidneys or not. He acts like he feels better, lets just hope its really working! I hate giving him IVs 3x per week! He hates it too :O(

Are ya’ll ready to get lucky?? Its almost St Patty’s Day & lots of craziness happens here in Las Vegas…what about where you’re from?

Festive enough for ya 😉

Kiss me I’m (not) Irish!

If its normal around here, I will be working like usual ;o) But only so that I can continue bringing you guys the best of me! I have re-created my youtube page and would love if you would like & subscribe to my page and watch my vids :o) You can find me at BRIANNASTUBE and if you’re not already following me on Instagram! Shame on you, get to it! BRIANNA’sIG and you all are my tweeties right?? Come on Brianna Brigade! Show your love & support by doing your part!

My members are the best show of support, I love all of the “I’m your #1 fan claims” but they aren’t website members & don’t follow my social media…DUH. Members get 1st priority into knowing the REAL me and only a select few at that, so be respectful & do your part! For those that already do, you know I am eternally grateful. It takes a LOT of balls to post my life-in all aspects of it to the world in such a instantly permanent way.  I appreciate all of the guys & girls that get that. Its not easy doing all I do, but I do it because I love you!

(Shhhhh, word on the streets is that my website relaunch is coming just in time for April Showers!!!!)
Love & kisses
Brianna Jordan

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Baby blues….
Baby almost 10 years ago, one of my fav pics of him 🙂

No, no I haven’t been in hiding. My loyal Brianna brigade knows that I have been caring for my little pup for the last little while. He needs me so I have kind of put whatever I could on hold to be here for him. For those that have no clue what I am referring to, I will divulge. A couple of months ago I noticed my little man had lost some weight, and for a dog his size, it is not a good thing. I took him to the vet but we did not get blood work done, she recommended that I start grinding up his dog food since he’s older and that might help. At first it did. Then a couple weeks ago the weight loss was more dramatic. I am beating myself up now about it but I should have dropped everything & taken him in to get blood work. I waited a week & then did it. I was honestly just scared at what they would say. Well the verdict is that due to his age, his kidneys are going into failure-not full blown where its too late, but bad enough that I have to give him an intravenous fluid flush to help detox his kidney’s twice a week as well as medication & special food. I learned that when the kidney’s don’t filter properly it makes him feel very nauseas which makes him not want to eat at all, lethargic & weak. Terrible. I really wish that I could take the pain from him & have nausea for him instead. The only thing I cna do right now is to be there for him, be strong & do everything the vet says so he goes into a quick remission & starts to feel better.

Tuckered out

There is no other animal in the world that loves you more than himself, but a dog.

This week was really tough. The 1st IV didn’t go well. He screamed in agony when the needle went in and hated it the whole time. (He normally takes shots just fine, but this is a huge needle) Then the vet food wasn’t something he liked, I think he can smell the medicine in it & doesn’t want it. Its a powder and pill med though so I have to get it in his food. He just wouldn’t eat anything (I tried everything except protein) & I was afraid to give him chicken or any other protein I knew he’d eat because they said protein is a lot harder to process for his kidneys and might make him more sick. Finally after him not eating much of anything, I got permission from the vet to give him whatever he would eat because he needs the calories & to gain some weight back. So I made him some chicken thighs, shredded them up with rice and broth… snuck some medicine in there & success! He GRUBBED hard! He was really starving but everything made him feel sick. He was throwing up everything 🙁 Poor little guy. Not to mention that he already has arthritis and a hip issue now. He can’t tell me what’s bothering him, so I have to guess.

He loves my feet as much as you guys do! For different reasons lol!

So now a full week later, he’s doing better. Not fully but enough to where I can see it. The 2nd IV went much better than the 1st. I opted to get the needle in while he was sleeping 🙁 I didn’t want to scare him awake but since he was already laying down, he relaxed a lot more and didn’t scream. He almost instantly felt better after that, ate a lot more of my concoction & he has gained back 1 full pound! So Baby steps for Baby, but we are going to be ok.  He is gaining some strength back.

My little Baby beggar (pre-sick days)

Little by little 🙂 I am (trying to) staying optimistic and know that he will be ok. I cannot lie though, the stress of this has been a lot to handle. He really is my son and will forever be the most important person in my life (yes, he’s a person to me…)

Loves playing with his squeaky bone…

So I will get caught up again, live shows will resume, website updates will continue…the relaunch is very close. I know they are still coding videos and content but we are in the end stage of the release & just tying up some loose ends with the design portion. You will all be very happy I am positive.

Thank you for all understanding and for the well wishes and positive thoughts. We really appreciate them. Next blog entry will be a happy one! Talk soon xoxo

Brianna signing off 😉

Hugs & Kisses

I will cherish these times forever! (video shot last year)

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